So, in the last month or so a lot has happened. I don't really want to go into all of the gory details, but suffice it to say, it has become time to make a change.
That being said. My house is cleaner than it's been in longer than I care to admit. I sold a bunch junk that I was guilt-tripped into taking at a flea market and made a few bucks.
I've been doing yoga again and I've been out hiking twice already this year. I got to take a friend who'd never been there, to Jim Thorpe and to Tuscarora
I'm eating better and more regularly. I'm packing my lunches and actually cooking breakfast. I'm making foods I enjoy, and prepping healthy snacks.
I've learned how much my wedding vows meant to me and how much that doesn't matter if you spouse doesn't feel the same.
I've learned that amazing people can be found in unexpected places and that my family and friends are pretty much the most amazing people in the world.
I've found that I'm happy. Really happy. I love my freedom and I don't regret where I am.
And I got the chance to remind myself that there really isn't any better place to be that with the people who care about me.